Happened during February

I have a wish : I want my CHINESE NEW YEAR HOLIDAYS back!!!
OMG! i know it is impossible.
So enjoyable during Chinese New Year,
WHY?
This year had slightly different with the previous years because this year has a BOBO together with me.
another thing that i want to mention was ....
finally i had a 全家福!
Guess what? we never do this before!
i am so happy that we finally DID!!! =)
i love my family! i miss my home!

This is my family!!! ^_^
It was so down when saying "Goodbye" to my mum... ....
how much i 不舍得 ~~  呜 ~~~ 555~~~
anyway, a lot of memories in this Chinese New Year!

seeeeee.......both of them are my nieces, they are so adorable!!! ❤
it took when we all gathered at aunty's house.
This is also my family's tradition which is we will gather on the first day of Chinese New Year!

This is how we look on 年初三!
it was also a BIG DAY!
why?
年初三 will gather with secondary school friends and our teacher!
since after graduation from high school, we only will meet during Chinese New Year.
i miss them so much and i really do!

商三情08

This year a litle bit different because we did not go to XUN QI's father's restaurant,
and we went to buffet BBQ steamboat restaurant.
This restaurant's food is nice and it serves as buffet!
But, the only thing we don't like is so smelly after meal!
so, we decided go to her father's restaurant next year. (OH YEAH)
华天 has changed a lot seriously,
am not talking about his look!
i mean his personality!
he becomes so friendly!
i was so shock when he said HI to us! opppps!
i hope next year CNY gathering will have more people attend lo....
we are 商N情！ Yeah!




 年初8: 拜天宫
(translation is "Pray God's House")

Every 年初8 is a BIG DAY of every Hokkien people!
my cousin brother in law treat us eat lok-lok, satay and buffet.
This year was different because he invited show girls to dance.
we love 年初八！ what a BIG DAY for us!



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我不知道該以什麽樣的表情，情緒，態度去和你們說話。
我只是稍微有點認真的在解釋，
你們又說我給你們很大的壓力。
 其實我比誰都更想要一個人完全功課！
因為我清楚知道你們不想和我同一組，
我也不知道爲什麽我會給你們這麼大的壓力。
即使我什麽都不做。
我知道不管我在這麼的放鬆我自己和你們一起玩，
你們都還是會放不開，
然後很怕我。
是年齡的關係吧。
我很累了，
因為我每天都會在家反省，
但是還是沒用，沒改變，不是我沒改變，
而是你們對我的態度依然沒改變！
當我決定讀回書的時候就已經預料到，
會發生這些事吧。
你們只覺得自己壓力，
誰來關心我的壓力？
難道我會比你們輕鬆嗎？
你們的一句“跟你一起真的很壓力”
對我來說我比誰都還要痛苦一百倍！
我心裡難受當我聽到這句話。
我只是不把“壓力”這兩個字掛在嘴邊。
我只會回到家，躺在床上，自我反省。
那天老師的一句“這不完全是你的錯”，
聽到這句話的時候，
我突然好輕鬆，猶如放下了一塊很大很大很大的石頭。
我知道只有老師瞭解我，關心我，明白我。
也許是我太認真的想把每一件事做好吧，
所以你們會這麼的壓力。
這是我不會改變的。
我認真是因為我想負責任的做好每件事，
我想要用全部的努力去做好每件事，
我想要盡全力的做好事情！
這是我對自己的要求。

我知道我有“輕微強迫癥” ，
然後又有點“孤僻”
加上有一點點的潔癖。


過完大學生活，
我就要開始我新的生活了，
也許我還會遇到很多像你們這樣的人，
但是我相信2年半我都能挨過了，
還有什麽好怕的呢？




沒有誰是為別人而活，
因為每個人都只為保護自己的利益而傷害了別人，
不要把自己說得有多偉大，
因為你是世紀大好人也好，
你還是一個為自己而活的普通人。
把自己有多可憐的事情說出來不代表你是最可憐的人。
因為不是每個人都善於把自己不開心的事說出來。

壞人入侵了好人的世界，
好人依然有辦法對付他們，
因為好人知道主一直在他們身邊保護著他們。


我對自己說
不管生活有多困苦，
不管生活壓力有多大，
不管人生挫折有多少，
我知道家人和愛我的人都會鼓勵我，保護我，支持我。

我什麽都不要，
我只需要你們的一個肯定，
你們的鼓勵，
你們的支持，
我就夠了。 我就堅強了。

[ I Believe ]